What I have learned at Siue
I have learned that standing out can be difficult, its hard not letting the crowd consume you. Being different isnt easy ,if your different well get used to it because it gets lonely. This is a male chovenistic world here. So males think they are superior. I think differently. Girls spend about 70% of their time wondering about guys to the point that its sicking. 30% goes towards looks and occasionally school will be thought about. Schoolside of this interesting adventure is fucked up . You get it wrong or right ..no inbetweens. These teachers suck ! Like all of them suck except for Diana my dance teacher (ilthatbiotch) !
As for myself after last semester I've tryed to stay lowkey because all I did was have sex last semester..I think I have become more experienced in that department :) Anyways It was fun but as you can expect I think it has earned me a bad reputation ..I'm not sure lol but all the guys have been keeping their distance from me. All I can seem to think about is why are all these guys acting like this ???When at the beginning of the year I couldn't keep'em off of me .Well whatever . My plan back fired I was just gonna focus on me this semester and now all I seem to think about is why everyone is keeping their distance.Oh and I've blown alot of people off . Now that I'm taking danceclass I'm always exausted so I never really get out , so now people think i dont want to hang with them but I'm realli just sleep...this is my life long cry me a river story ..I'm over siue I can't wait to get the fuck out of here(please columbia accept me !!!) . Thats my onli way or im stuck here with BIG TRACE.FREDRICK UGH.JALEN KILLMENOW.MY GRANNY LOVEHER BT ANNOYING.PEOPLEIDONTLIKE. SIUE. AND MY STUPID FRIENDS!
